Great questions!

I got these fun little getting to know you questions from my cousins wife and thought I would share.

What scares you the most? The thought of losing someone I love without notice and the worry that I didn't get to say I love you. I love my husband but there are days where I just have to walk away because of a argument or disagreement. And I have to admit some of the words that come out of my mouth aren't always nice. The fear of thinking the last thing I said to him was "your a jerk" really haunts me. No matter how angry I am I manage to get "I love you" out of my mouth before I leave just in case something was to happen to him that day. I don't only do this with my husband but also my family. NO matter what, I make it a point to always say I love you even if I am going to see them again in 5 minutes. I must admit that I learned this from my husband who hates leaving things unsettled and walking away. My mom would always tell me to say I love you cause you never know if this is the last chance you have to say it. If or when I lose someone I know that they are taken care of in heaven I am more worried about myself being here without them.

Where do you see yourself in 10 years? I will be turning 39 and probably dreading it. I hope to have at least 2 children by then and still be happily married in love. To my husband of course. I hope to have a steady life style enjoying the outdoors and everything life has to offer.

What is something (almost) no one knows about you? That I am really scared about not being able to have children. I worry that I am going to lose my husband in old age and I will be alone. I want to be able to have family get togethers and trips with my kids and there spouse when the time comes.

What is the one thing you wish everyone knew about you? My feelings. I tend to hold things in and not let anyone know that I am upset. I am really good at acting like everything is ok when it isn't. Then my poor husband has to take care of me when I finally explode. Which could either be a down pour of tears or throwing fists rage. He will tell you that this only happens for 2 days every three months right around the time aunt flow comes.

What is your guilty pleasure? Shopping, only when I am sad or depressed. I can spend more than I should and can hide it well.