Wow

Wow, it has been way to long. Life has been crazy. Happy times, sad times, crazy times, etc. But that is just how life is right? Josh is still sober and is doing great. I am so proud of him. Alyssah is getting so tall and with height comes attitude. She went from being a child straight to a teenager. She is still a good girl just with a little extra attitude. We are now living in Eagle Mountain, Ut. We our in the process of losing our house which is kind of hard but there is nothing else we could do. Thanks to the economy and construction life Josh has been laid off again. He is still in good spirits. Of course there are moments but he is trying to stay busy. We still have our crazy cut dogs that keep us (i mean Josh since I am never really home) busy.

I am on a mission to lose weight. As my sister in law says it is a life change, not a diet. I am working out 5 times a week with friends who are very supportive. My body hurts but it is a good hurt. Even if I am not losing a ton of weight I feel good about myself. I feel healthy. I try to think of this as a recovery process. Josh has to go to meetings to stay sober. I have to work out to lose weight. I took a vegetarian cooking class last night which was a lot of fun. I had tofu ice cream for the the first time. It actually was really good. I don't plan on going vegetarian but I really don't eat much meat anyway. So wish me luck. I am working hard and can't wait to see the results.